It remains the same

Having hope means living fear
Having dream means living fake
Being useless wont help
Being meaningful wont save
Taking me is a mistake
Having me is a curse
What can be the meaning of this
If nothing can be define
Not by words
Not by feels
Not by mind
Neither by heart
Whatever step I take
Whatever path I walk
It remains the same
With no dots of shining hopes
With no sparks of dark holes
It will stay the same