It remains the same

Having hope means living fear
Having dream means living fake
Being useless wont help
Being meaningful wont save
Taking me is a mistake
Having me is a curse
What can be the meaning of this
If nothing can be define
Not by words
Not by feels
Not by mind
Neither by heart
Whatever step I take
Whatever path I walk
It remains the same
With no dots of shining hopes
With no sparks of dark holes
It will stay the same

Because I do

Maybe it’s about you
But it is definitely about me
Maybe you don’t care
Definitely I do
Maybe you’ll save me
Definitely I need to be saved
Maybe you’re interested
But definitely I’m no special
Maybe you’re that ‘wow…’
Definitely I am that ‘eew…’
Maybe you’re such fun
Definitely I’m so boring
Maybe you’re tough
Definitely I’m fragile
Maybe you’re high enough
Definitely people step on me
Maybe you need it
Definitely I crave it
Maybe your happiness is ultimate
Definitely mine is none
Maybe you broke me
Definitely I felt it
Maybe you’re the one
Definitely I’m not sure
Maybe you do love me
Definitely I don’t care